This sucks...

Does anyone else cleaning excessively when depressed? Well, apparently I do. The cats are driving me crazy. The kids are driving me crazy. Any messes I see around the house are driving me absolutely insane. I finally gave up the cleaning and decided to catch up on some shows. So, currently I am on the most current Private Practice. Good stuff. Tomorrow we going to a pet festival that is being put on by the humane society here in Gulfport, so I am excited about that.

Frustrating Class

Rough day in class. One of my students got mad because apparently one of them thinks I am not fully going over the book. This student is not apparently going over the chapters I give them for homework,etc. I got upset and said, "This is college, not high school. I can't hold your hand and make you do your homework." So, she got pissed and walked out of class. I found her later and told her that if she has questions she has to speak up. Ugh. It's frustrating.

Great Weekend

We had a really great weekend. Friday me and Mama headed to Papa's with all three kids. Saturday we got up and met Mandie up and the mall for some shopping, then headed over for Ms. Gabby's first birthday party. She's such a cutie! Then we met Papa and Mama at the Summit Fall Fest for some quality family time. We had fun! We got back to Papa's and took the best nap ever! Then got up and watched tv all night. We then had to get up super early so we would get back to Gulfport before noon to watch the Saints and we made it! I've been cleaning and working on my classes since then. Good times.

October 4, 2011

Tomorrow is the big day! My first class is at 6pm and I am so excited! I am pretty much prepared. I went up the the college yesterday and printed out my syllabus, etc. and that made me feel better. I also found out that I only have seven students! So, I feel MUCH better!!! I thought I was gonna have like 30 people in my classroom and I was totally gonna freak out.

Mama have moved everything in. She is gonna help with the kids so I don't have to put them in after-school care and the baby in daycare. I am so lucky! The kids are thrilled to have her and her cat, Dexter, here. We have been doing a lot of cleaning and rearranging. Jaeleigh and Luci are now sharing a room (a pink, sparkle room).

My Mac crashed last week and I just got it back today. I feel so much better. It was like my hand or leg was missing for a week. It was terrible! I am as attached to my Mac as I am to my iPhone. I love Apple.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Wow it's been a few days since I have written. Thursday I had to go to work and go to a Faculty meeting. It was great. I loved it. I'm sure there will be a day when I get bored with meetings, but I made a couple friends and got a lot of information for class. I'm so excited! Friday I had a fabulous massage then picked up my layaway from TJMaxx, which I was so happy to finally get out. I finally got home and packed and headed to Papa's house.

Saturday we got up and went to Nyla's. I wasn't feeling very good - my throat was sore and then suddenly my stomach and head started hurting. I went to the bathroom and felt faint and got really sweaty. Mama came and got me and put me in the car and we left. I felt so bad for ruining our lunch but I have no idea what happened. I felt a little better in the car but when we got back, I took a long nap and felt much better. Papa is all worried about me because I got sick and my cheek hasn't heeled right from this last peel. It should be heeled by now but it's not. So annoying.

Last night, I forced myself to get up and get dressed and go to the Mexican place to eat with Mandie. It was so good to see her! Then we went and hung out at the Mallard. I got home around 1:30 a.m. and watched Law & Order with Luci until 4a.m. LOL

I just got home (I had to listen to the Saints game on the radio on the drive home) and now I have to start working....ugh

Did I do that?

Exhausted today. My face looks pretty rough so that didn't help my mood. I did wash my hair as soon as I woke up because my color booster I got put on my hair last night is super bright and will be for the next few days, so I have to wash it a lot before the weekend, which I am super excited about! I am going to see Papa on Friday and Saturday night I am going out with Mandie and my lil crew. So excited!

Mama came over around 3 p.m. and I showed her all my books and my scrubs for class. I couldn't find two of the books and you won't believe where I found them....in the recycling box - OUTSIDE. Yeah, I put them there, probably when I lost my mind at some point this week. However, the books are now safe and sound inside the house. :-)

At 4:30 I dropped Jaeleigh off at tumbling practice then ran over to the chiropractor, then raced back to pick her up by 5:30. I picked up Tony and the other kids at home and then we all met Mama at The Shed. I loved it! It was this shack with all this weird stuff everywhere but I loved the food. They even had super cute t-shirts. I'm totally getting one when I get paid!

Now I am watch Mystery Diagnosis and wanting a cookie really bad, but I'm too lazy to get up and get one...maybe I'll get one now....maybe not.

I've been up 21 hours....

I have been up 21 hours! I should be sleeping but I've been posting things on eBay, cleaning the house, working on my class, etc. Fun, fun. I am about to go to sleep...in the next five minutes. Seriously!

Today was a very long day. I got up at 6 a.m., got the kids off to school, got dressed, headed to Slidell & got my chemical peel on my cheek (omg ouch), did a little shopping, then I came home and cleaned, got dressed, headed to work where I filled out a ton of paperwork, then to the gym, then bought dinner, came home, headed to Cheryl's to get my hair done, then finally home...and I've been busy ever since. Tomorrow is a lazy day!

Ok night.

Lazy Monday

Today was one of those lazy days where I didn't do much but bake...but hey - my baking was spot on! My home-made chocolate chip cookies rested for 36 hours in the fridge so when I baked them, they were super good. I also whipped up a peach cobbler for dessert tonight and it was quite yummy also. I also received my fleur de lis birthday painting in the mail this morning. I wanted it back in March for my birthday but we were JUST able to afford it...how sad is that! Oh well, it's gorgeous! I also got both of Luci's two-year-old pictures in the mail. I had to hide them in the closet so the kids don't bend them. Now, I just have to wait for Tony to build the frames for them.

Tomorrow will be a busy day - I have to go get a chemical peel on one cheek - that's a 9 a.m. Then, I have to go into work at 4 p.m. to fill out the new hire paperwork and decorate some bulletin board. I should look great with my burnt face. Oh well.

We made the best of it...

We tried to make the best out of this September 11th anniversary. Tony woke me up around 8 a.m. which if you know me is almost unheard of. I got up and drank my coffee, got dressed, and then we all headed to the Menge Ave. Flea Market. At first all we saw was a bunch of junk, but then we came across rocking chairs with a fleur de lis carved on them. So pretty! We are going back next weekend after we get paid to buy them (Tony is getting them to carve a Dallas Cowboys logo on his chair LOL). Then we got home and moved Tony's couch out of the man-room and loaded it on Papa's truck (which Mama has right now) and took it to Mama's house. We got Jaeleigh a new dresser with crystal knobs and she loves it. We moved Keaton into the man-room and now all the kids are separated. No more fighting! Peace has entered my home. Ahhhhh... I spent the rest of the afternoon cleaning and scrubbing their rooms so right now everything is SPOTLESS. I know it won't last long, but I'm enjoying it while it does. :-)

After watching a very stressful Cowboys game, I am currently attempting to relax by watching Bridezillas and drinking ice tea. Goodnight Sunday....

Living vs. Dying

So I have an irrational fear of dying or perhaps it is not that irrational, but it's there. I feel like as soon as I stop trying to lose weight and get to a point where I am happy with my body, I'll get cancer and die. Then, I'll be like -- I did all this for nothing! I spent all this time and energy getting in shape, etc. just to die. --

So, how do I get over that? Yeah, I don't know either. But, it's like I keep waiting for it. Oh well, maybe this fear is many people have and it's just all apart of being human...

September 10, 2011

So, I had three coupons for Burger King. Bought @20 worth of food and paid $9. Yay for coupons! Tony and I have been having a lazy weekend. We did get three picture frames hung (Tony built the frames). He also finished redoing my side table and it looks absolutely fabulous! I love when my husband refinishes stuff!

So on Tuesday I went to the dermatologist to get refills on my face cream and as I was complaining about wrinkles on forehead and my doctor goes, "oh well, it's been a year since you had a chemical peel, so let's start that today." I was like, great. Ugh. Cause, ya know - it hurts. So she did my forehead and yeah, it hurt. That was on Tuesday and it just peeled last night. BUT - my forehead looks amazing except for that one place where I accidentally scratched myself and it started bleeding all over the place. I hope that doesn't leave a scar...SO for the next three Tuesdays I have to go get another section of my face done, but it'll be done before I start work. However, I have to go into work this Tuesday to fill out the new hire paperwork and do some kind of bulletin board, so my face will be looking pretty bad that day. I hope they don't notice too much.

I've also started writing my book. I haven't gotten very far, but I'm glad that I finally started it. It's going to be an autobiographical novel, which means it'll be based on my life (or certain situations in my life) but people's names will be changed, etc. I'm excited to see where it goes. :-)

I've been watching several shows about 9/11. It's really upsetting, but I think it is important not to forget what happened that day. So, I'm watching Flight 93 right now.

We are going to the Menge Ave Flea Market tomorrow so I better get off here and get to cleaning while I watch this.

Excited for Work

I am finally taking the plunge and going to work outside of the home! I start October 5th and I'm worried about missing the kids and Tony but I know it's for the best for our family and for my career. I'm so happy that I got this opportunity and I'm so proud that I'm going to stand up in front of people and teach. It's like one of my worst fears! But, I'm going to do it and I think I'll be good at it! I guess we will find out! I can't wait to get a really nice briefcase and act all grown...yay for being a grownup! :-)

August 24, 2011

Wow have we been busy. Papa came down Friday night and brought Luci her monkey painting from Debec's. It even has her name on it. And, of course Luci loves it. She runs around the house saying "monkey! monkey!" - it's too cute. LOL

I baked Papa a blueberry cobbler Friday night before I went to bed and then Saturday morning I got up early, picked up Wendy and headed to Brenda's funeral. It was hard. I miss her. We got to go out to the grave yard and I got to talk to Mr. Billy (her husband) for a minute before the crowd took over. He told me how much she loved me. I had to go home after that.

I picked up Tony at 5pm that night and I was so freaking happy. It hasn't been as hard getting used to having him back home as I thought it was going to be. We haven't had any fights or anything. Weird. I expected it to be hard but when I was in California we kinda went through that difficult phase where we got on each other's nerves and didn't know how to act. So, I guess when he got home, we didn't have to go through it again. Yay! LOLOL I was so happy to have to grass mowed for one thing. It turns out the battery was dead so I'm not as much of an idiot as I thought I was. Ha!

So far this week has been much better than last week. We have got some much done. The Servo people came in and dried out the water damage in the bedrooms, the insurance people came for the estimate, and the Laz-E-Boy guy came and fixed Tony's chair. Good stuff. LOL

Tony's first day of work was today and he thinks it's going to be ok over there. He got all the dates for the deployments, etc. and I have to start dealing with that soon. He leaves in five months or so.

Everyone is asleep right now. I'm watching the 5th Harry Potter and loving every minute of it. I guess that's about it for now. :-)

Worst Week of my Life

This week has been one of the worst weeks of my life. It really sucks considering last week was one of the best. It all started when I left California. I got back to New Orleans around midnight and my car won't start. It's dead. The security guard gets it running for me but meanwhile I was sweating to death because I had gotten used to the wonderful California weather...so then we finally get home. I wake up Tuesday to the news that Brenda has died. I've been devastated since. Then Wednesday I get in trouble with my job. I gave a student a zero and she through a fit and the university basically threw me under the bus and made me feel stupid. If I didn't need the money I would have told them to shove it but whatever (the story is much longer....too long to type all the stupid details).

Then Keaton gets written up at school for not listening and Jaeleigh keeps screaming and crying all the time when she does her homework. Just as I feel I may fall off the edge of this super-tall cliff, my air conditioner starts leaking and soaks Luci's carpet and walls. I had to call the insurance company and they contacted a water-cleanup company who came out this morning and ripped out the carpet. It's a mess. Then, Wendy and I drove to Brenda's funeral this morning. I got lost on our way to the church, so by the time we got there, the casket was closed. I am actually thankful for that, because I may have lost it. I did get pretty emotional when I saw Dr. Matt. I don't know why...I guess because the office crew was all back together, but Brenda was gone. It was hard. Very hard.

Then, finally, at 5pm Tony's flight landed. My man is back home after being gone five weeks. So, I hope next week is much better than this week was and this cliff that I feel like I'm standing on starts strinking...

Hollywood

Today was one of those days that you never forget. You talk about it when you are old and grey and sitting in your rocking chair.

Tony, Luci and I got up super early and headed to this outlet mall where they had designer clothes...I got my first pair of designer jeans - True Religion! I also got some stuff from Lucky. I'm one happy woman! From there, we went by Laguna Beach which was just so beautiful. I went on the beach and got some photos there. I even took some sand and a shell. HAHA

After that, we headed to Hollywood. We went down Hollywood Blvd and saw all the stars on the Walk of Fame and then we saw the celebrity hand/footprints at the Chinese Theatre. Very cool stuff. Once we were done there, we had the more fabulous lunch ever at The Ivy in Beverly Hills. Dream come true! Then I shopping at Kitson in Beverly Hills for awhile before we heaed to the Santa Monica Pier. That was so cool too because it was like a carnival on the pier. We watched the sunset there before heading back to San Diego, arriving at the hotel right before midnight.

It was definitely a day to remember.

I am NOT pregnant!

We had a great day today - well, after I had my little temper tantrum this morning. However, after that, we dropped the Jaeleigh and Keaton off with Peyton for the day and me, Mama and Luci headed to Mobile to do some antique shopping. We had a great day! We even had fun at lunch. We went to this cool cafe where they threw the rolls at us. It was so much fun! Once we got back into town, we stopped by Target and I got to do my couponing which always makes me feel better...ha. OH, and the most important news of the day --> It looks as though I got the job at Miller-Motte Technical College teaching all their Billing classes. I am shocked and beyond excited. My new boss, Karen, called me today and told me that I would start in October and I have four classes. That's like $5000 every 9 weeks! So, on Monday I get to call the doctor and schedule my tummy tuck! Yay! I am SO EXCITED especially since today another person asked me when the baby was due....

Luci is TWO!

My baby is TWO! I can't believe how quickly these past two years have flown by. Here she is right now, just sitting next to me with her pink and orange polka dot blanket and her nunu and she's adorable. I am so lucky to have three beautiful children. But, it's hard to think that my baby isn't much of a baby now. Kinda sad....

Yesterday I got the kids dressed and we went out to run some errands. I had to go pick up a script at Dr. Volters offices so I stopped by to see Brenda. Her room was full of her family which surprised me because they usually aren't all there at the same time and have never been there when I was there. Well, then I looked at Brenda and knew something was wrong. She didn't say anything to me but she did look at me. I walked over to her son and asked what was wrong. Turns out she had a massive stroke on Monday. i am devastated. I was just there last week when I brought her some cake and she was running around the room and happy and talking. Now she is laying in the bed and can't speak. I am already not good with the death process and I know she is one step closer. She helped me so much after Wayne left by hiring me and helping me through the divorce. I worked for her for years and we stayed friends after I left to have Luci. I know that death is something that I will have to deal with more as I get older, but this is the first time since my great-grand parents that I have had to deal with sickness with someone so close. It's hard.

July 26, 2011

Had a really great weekend. Savannah has been staying with me so I do not have to be alone. I do not like being here all alone all the time. So, it was fun because I got to cook and bake for her and she helped me get my stuff up on eBay. Tonight, Mama took her home, so I am here by myself. It's been ok so far because I needed to clean and get some stuff done that I just wouldn't do with anyone else here...I'd be too lazy. I had to get all the trash out for tomorrow, which I hate because that is totally Tony's job. UGH! Oh, well...now me and Luci are watching HGTV and I'm drinking hot cocoa. I'm missing Tony so much but we talk every nice on Face Time which is great...but I miss him.

July 20, 2011

June brought on my ten-year class reunion. I have been preparing for it for what feels like years. So, I had a great time. However, I was so nervous I hadn't been able to eat for like a week, so I had two drinks and was toasted. So toasted that Tony brought me home at 11pm. I woke up at like 3a.m. horrified and so upset, feeling like I ruined the night. But, i got over it and decided I was never going to drink hard liquor again...so far, I haven't! Go me! The reunion was really great though. That Friday evening we had a meet-and-greet at the high school and got to walk around to see all the changes. Saturday afternoon we had a picnic with all the kids. That was really fun too. It was so wonderful to see old friends. I hope to be able to keep up with a few and create new friendships in the memory of the old ones.

After that, we went on a trip to Panama City with Savannah and Justin (who have now broken up). But, the trip was still great. Since then, we have been just spending a lot of time together because Tony has been off work for a month (he is transferring).

So, I haven't been writing a lot lately because I have been living this crazy thing called life, however, Tony left three days ago for a class in California and I need an outlet. Savannah was with me up until today so that really helped, but now that I am alone, I feel like I may panic. I mean, I'm not panicking yet, but I feel like I am on the brink of it. I know everything is ok but I also know that in February he will be leaving for six months. So, I think this feeling is mixed with what's happening now and what will happen. Savannah has also been going through a lot and I've tried to be there for her. I went to papa's yesterday with her and then went to McComb and saw Mary and Alison. It was so nice to see them because it's been awhile. It's kinda nice being able to relax and not have to rush home because I always feel obligated to be home with Tony, however, being out helps keeps me busy so I don't think about Tony. But, now, I'm alone. It's the middle of the night and I hate being alone.

May 30, 2011

Life has been incredibly busy lately. Today we met Mandie and a group of friends in Denham Springs, LA to go Tiki Tubing. It was so much fun but seven hours on the river was a long time to be in the sun. My poor skin! I even had 100 SPF and reapplied it a hundred times. Oh well.

The kids are with Wayne and Veronica has gone home to Texas so it's just me, Tony and Luci. And Luci is a little tyrant. We took her to Pensacola Beach, FL on Saturday and she loved the water. It was so much fun!

Right now I am sunburned. I must sleep.

Target Shopping Trip

So, I've really gotten the hang of this couponing thing. Today, I went to Target with my coupons and my list and several hours later I walked out spending $100 and saving $117! Hell yeah, I saved $117 using coupons. I also have a Target REDcard which takes off 5 percent. That was like $6 off the top. Too cool! I also walked out with two coupon booklets from the pharmacy that have a ton of coupons in them and a free Recyclable bag since it was their free gift for Earth Day. So, it was definitely a successful shopping trip.

Fun times with Heather

Tony's sister, Heather, flew down from Philly yesterday to visit. Today we went and got pedicures and manicures. SO fun! Veronica is staying home from school to spend some time with her. I think they are going on the ferry tomorrow. I don't think me and Luci are going because Luci wouldn't be able to stay still long enough and I would burn to a crisp out in the sun all day. LOL But, I'm so glad she is here and I hope she has a good time with us and we aren't too boring for her! :-) Oh, Wendy and I joined Planet Fitness! I've gone twice this week already and I'm sore but not as sore as I expected to be. I'm going back tomorrow and I actually enjoy it. It's nice to be able to get away from all the kids and just be by myself. Hopefully I start seeing an improvement in my body soon.

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Just another Saturday...

This Saturday was interesting. I got up around 11 a.m. and Tony and I went out and did some errands. We went by the bridal store to pick up my straps for my dress (they forgot to include them) and I bought a new Circle E candle that is to DIE for! And then we headed to Lowe's and bought an Azalea bush for our front yard. We got the kind that will bloom three times a year - deep purple. After that we headed to Crossroads Mall where I got my hair did and my eyebrows waxed. Once we were done, we headed home.

Tonight we made popcorn on the stove (that was really cool) and then watched two movies with the kids. That was fun too. Now, I just got back from Mama's where I printed some new coupons (and ran into Ashton who was partying next door - how random!) and now everyone is asleep. Guess I should be heading to sleep soon!

April 1, 2011

I slept all day. And, when I mean all day, I mean all day. I got up to get Keaton off the bus and then I talked to Tony for awhile and then I got back in bed until 9pm. I just didn't feel great. Luci has had a fever so she has slept with me most of the day. So, now we are on the couch catching up on our Intervention. Great show to watch if you want to be depressed!

The Seabee Ball is tomorrow. I got my dress yesterday but we aren't going. Tony could not get tickets. But, I'm not too upset about it anymore because I have felt like crap for a week now. Plus, when I tried my dress on last night, it was already too big. I've lost 10 pounds since I bought it. That can get annoying sometimes. My brand new American Eagle jeans are falling off of me and that really pisses me off. I have two pairs of designer jeans to pick up at The Buckle and I am thinking about just canceling those because I keep losing weight. Speaking of weight, I have an appointment on Thursday with the plastic surgeon! I am excited. Basically, I will find out if I've lost enough weight for my tummy tuck and boob job. If not, I'll know how much more weight I have to lose.

Back to the ball, we are going to go to the Navy Ball which is in October. So, all is not lost. Tony promises to get tickets EARLY! October is not too far away so I'll get to wear my dress after all. I'll just have to get my dress fitted again. That's ok though.