June brought on my ten-year class reunion. I have been preparing for it for what feels like years. So, I had a great time. However, I was so nervous I hadn't been able to eat for like a week, so I had two drinks and was toasted. So toasted that Tony brought me home at 11pm. I woke up at like 3a.m. horrified and so upset, feeling like I ruined the night. But, i got over it and decided I was never going to drink hard liquor again...so far, I haven't! Go me! The reunion was really great though. That Friday evening we had a meet-and-greet at the high school and got to walk around to see all the changes. Saturday afternoon we had a picnic with all the kids. That was really fun too. It was so wonderful to see old friends. I hope to be able to keep up with a few and create new friendships in the memory of the old ones.
After that, we went on a trip to Panama City with Savannah and Justin (who have now broken up). But, the trip was still great. Since then, we have been just spending a lot of time together because Tony has been off work for a month (he is transferring).
So, I haven't been writing a lot lately because I have been living this crazy thing called life, however, Tony left three days ago for a class in California and I need an outlet. Savannah was with me up until today so that really helped, but now that I am alone, I feel like I may panic. I mean, I'm not panicking yet, but I feel like I am on the brink of it. I know everything is ok but I also know that in February he will be leaving for six months. So, I think this feeling is mixed with what's happening now and what will happen. Savannah has also been going through a lot and I've tried to be there for her. I went to papa's yesterday with her and then went to McComb and saw Mary and Alison. It was so nice to see them because it's been awhile. It's kinda nice being able to relax and not have to rush home because I always feel obligated to be home with Tony, however, being out helps keeps me busy so I don't think about Tony. But, now, I'm alone. It's the middle of the night and I hate being alone.
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