Goodbye 2011...

2011 has been one of the most wonderful years of my life. The year started off with a Gatlinburg trip with my honey. I was very lucky and for many months I got to stay at home with my sweet babies. Jaeleigh turned 8 in June (how crazy is that!), Keaton turned 6 in November, and Luci turned 2 in July. Jaeleigh's behavior also improved so much this year and got off her behavior medications. She also joined Cheerzone in October - beginning her journey to be a professional Saints cheerleader! :-) LOL

In April I got a breast reduction/lift that I so desperately needed. In August, I got to go to California for the first time with Tony and Luci. In October I started teaching at Miller-Motte Technical College - overcoming one of my biggest fears and finding my passion. In November I finally got a tummy tuck - something that I wanted for so many years. In early December, after the swelling went down from my surgery, I reached my goal weight, and for the first time since I began my weight-loss journey in March 2010, I cried.

There were, however; some sad times. My good friend, and long-time boss, Brenda died from cancer only 4 weeks after finding out she was sick. It was a very hard time and the first time I lost someone so close in a long time. I'm still dealing with the loss, however; I know that loss is a part of life, and I'm trying to learn that. I miss her.

Now, as I move forward, I begin 2012 with a heavy heart. In two weeks, Tony and I will go on our yearly trip to Gatlinburg, and then two weeks later, he leaves for Afghanistan. I don't know how to live without him - and I don't want to. But, I will be fine. We are thinking of putting our house on the market and we already have a house picked out to buy - so I have many things to look forward to in 2012. I am currently looking forward to August 2012 when my honey comes home for good.

Great Week!

It's been a pretty great week! I got one drain tube taken out on Tuesday and the other one taken out today. I weighed myself today and I am down to 149. It was the first time I cried. Seriously - the last time I was in the 140s was in high school. My tummy is looking pretty awesome - much better than I expected. I wear this tight thing around my stomach all day and the doctor says it will make my figure more hourglass as I heal. It's amazing! I just ordered a bikini for the first time! I don't know if I'll keep it, but hey - I ordered it! Oh, and I checked my Secret Rewards card tonight on the Victoria Secret website, and surprise --- I won $500! Now I get to buy a ton more cute stuff from Victoria Secret...I'm beyond stoked!

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November Update

This has been one of the fastest months of my life. Seriously - one week ago on Monday I finally had my tummy tuck. I have put it off for months, well years, because of how much pain and time off I would have to take, but with Thanksgiving break, I finally just decided to do it. It's been a rough couple days, but it's been worth it. He took off four pounds of skin! Nasty!!!!!! But, I can't wait to buy a bikini!!

We had Thanksgiving at our house on Thursday. It was a lot of fun. I had to hide my drains under my dress but I didn't care - I got dressed up anything. Food was oh-my-gosh uh-mazingly good and we all ate until we were sick. I took a nap and then me and Savannah left to go Black Friday shopping at 9 p.m. Wow, was that fun. We hit up Michael's, Wal-Mart and Old Navy. We shopping until we dropped - and were broke!

Today Mama, me, Savannah and Wendy went to Shawn's daughter, Megan's baby shower in Louisiana. So much fun! I remember when she was born - seriously! Getting old is so weird! It was so much fun getting out and spending the day together also - no kids! When we got home, Tony, Luci and I hit up Walgreens (all the sales were gone!) and Home Depot where we got a Christmas tree stand. Tomorrow, we are taking the kids to pick out a REAL tree for the first time...so excited!

So tired.

I am so tired. I worked all day and came home and worked and cleaned. I just got Luci to sleep and I am too exhausted to get up and get in the bed. I guess I better since it's almost 2 a.m. and I have to get up at 6 a.m. Sigh... Being a grown-up....sucks - only sometimes though. LOL

I miss Tony. I haven't heard from him since he left. I am trying to keep it together (emotionally) but I feel like the ground has been ripped out from underneath me. I didn't realize how grounded he keeps me. I really miss him.

This sucks...

Does anyone else cleaning excessively when depressed? Well, apparently I do. The cats are driving me crazy. The kids are driving me crazy. Any messes I see around the house are driving me absolutely insane. I finally gave up the cleaning and decided to catch up on some shows. So, currently I am on the most current Private Practice. Good stuff. Tomorrow we going to a pet festival that is being put on by the humane society here in Gulfport, so I am excited about that.

Tony just left...

Tony just left for a field exercise for the next two weeks. I'm super bummed but I tried not to show it. Now I'm finally in bed and thinking about staying here until sometime Sunday. We'll see...

This sucks...

Does anyone else cleaning excessively when depressed? Well, apparently I do. The cats are driving me crazy. The kids are driving me crazy. Any messes I see around the house are driving me absolutely insane. I finally gave up the cleaning and decided to catch up on some shows. So, currently I am on the most current Private Practice. Good stuff. Tomorrow we going to a pet festival that is being put on by the humane society here in Gulfport, so I am excited about that.

Frustrating Class

Rough day in class. One of my students got mad because apparently one of them thinks I am not fully going over the book. This student is not apparently going over the chapters I give them for homework,etc. I got upset and said, "This is college, not high school. I can't hold your hand and make you do your homework." So, she got pissed and walked out of class. I found her later and told her that if she has questions she has to speak up. Ugh. It's frustrating.

Great Weekend

We had a really great weekend. Friday me and Mama headed to Papa's with all three kids. Saturday we got up and met Mandie up and the mall for some shopping, then headed over for Ms. Gabby's first birthday party. She's such a cutie! Then we met Papa and Mama at the Summit Fall Fest for some quality family time. We had fun! We got back to Papa's and took the best nap ever! Then got up and watched tv all night. We then had to get up super early so we would get back to Gulfport before noon to watch the Saints and we made it! I've been cleaning and working on my classes since then. Good times.

October 4, 2011

Tomorrow is the big day! My first class is at 6pm and I am so excited! I am pretty much prepared. I went up the the college yesterday and printed out my syllabus, etc. and that made me feel better. I also found out that I only have seven students! So, I feel MUCH better!!! I thought I was gonna have like 30 people in my classroom and I was totally gonna freak out.

Mama have moved everything in. She is gonna help with the kids so I don't have to put them in after-school care and the baby in daycare. I am so lucky! The kids are thrilled to have her and her cat, Dexter, here. We have been doing a lot of cleaning and rearranging. Jaeleigh and Luci are now sharing a room (a pink, sparkle room).

My Mac crashed last week and I just got it back today. I feel so much better. It was like my hand or leg was missing for a week. It was terrible! I am as attached to my Mac as I am to my iPhone. I love Apple.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Wow it's been a few days since I have written. Thursday I had to go to work and go to a Faculty meeting. It was great. I loved it. I'm sure there will be a day when I get bored with meetings, but I made a couple friends and got a lot of information for class. I'm so excited! Friday I had a fabulous massage then picked up my layaway from TJMaxx, which I was so happy to finally get out. I finally got home and packed and headed to Papa's house.

Saturday we got up and went to Nyla's. I wasn't feeling very good - my throat was sore and then suddenly my stomach and head started hurting. I went to the bathroom and felt faint and got really sweaty. Mama came and got me and put me in the car and we left. I felt so bad for ruining our lunch but I have no idea what happened. I felt a little better in the car but when we got back, I took a long nap and felt much better. Papa is all worried about me because I got sick and my cheek hasn't heeled right from this last peel. It should be heeled by now but it's not. So annoying.

Last night, I forced myself to get up and get dressed and go to the Mexican place to eat with Mandie. It was so good to see her! Then we went and hung out at the Mallard. I got home around 1:30 a.m. and watched Law & Order with Luci until 4a.m. LOL

I just got home (I had to listen to the Saints game on the radio on the drive home) and now I have to start working....ugh

Did I do that?

Exhausted today. My face looks pretty rough so that didn't help my mood. I did wash my hair as soon as I woke up because my color booster I got put on my hair last night is super bright and will be for the next few days, so I have to wash it a lot before the weekend, which I am super excited about! I am going to see Papa on Friday and Saturday night I am going out with Mandie and my lil crew. So excited!

Mama came over around 3 p.m. and I showed her all my books and my scrubs for class. I couldn't find two of the books and you won't believe where I found them....in the recycling box - OUTSIDE. Yeah, I put them there, probably when I lost my mind at some point this week. However, the books are now safe and sound inside the house. :-)

At 4:30 I dropped Jaeleigh off at tumbling practice then ran over to the chiropractor, then raced back to pick her up by 5:30. I picked up Tony and the other kids at home and then we all met Mama at The Shed. I loved it! It was this shack with all this weird stuff everywhere but I loved the food. They even had super cute t-shirts. I'm totally getting one when I get paid!

Now I am watch Mystery Diagnosis and wanting a cookie really bad, but I'm too lazy to get up and get one...maybe I'll get one now....maybe not.

I've been up 21 hours....

I have been up 21 hours! I should be sleeping but I've been posting things on eBay, cleaning the house, working on my class, etc. Fun, fun. I am about to go to sleep...in the next five minutes. Seriously!

Today was a very long day. I got up at 6 a.m., got the kids off to school, got dressed, headed to Slidell & got my chemical peel on my cheek (omg ouch), did a little shopping, then I came home and cleaned, got dressed, headed to work where I filled out a ton of paperwork, then to the gym, then bought dinner, came home, headed to Cheryl's to get my hair done, then finally home...and I've been busy ever since. Tomorrow is a lazy day!

Ok night.

Lazy Monday

Today was one of those lazy days where I didn't do much but bake...but hey - my baking was spot on! My home-made chocolate chip cookies rested for 36 hours in the fridge so when I baked them, they were super good. I also whipped up a peach cobbler for dessert tonight and it was quite yummy also. I also received my fleur de lis birthday painting in the mail this morning. I wanted it back in March for my birthday but we were JUST able to afford it...how sad is that! Oh well, it's gorgeous! I also got both of Luci's two-year-old pictures in the mail. I had to hide them in the closet so the kids don't bend them. Now, I just have to wait for Tony to build the frames for them.

Tomorrow will be a busy day - I have to go get a chemical peel on one cheek - that's a 9 a.m. Then, I have to go into work at 4 p.m. to fill out the new hire paperwork and decorate some bulletin board. I should look great with my burnt face. Oh well.

We made the best of it...

We tried to make the best out of this September 11th anniversary. Tony woke me up around 8 a.m. which if you know me is almost unheard of. I got up and drank my coffee, got dressed, and then we all headed to the Menge Ave. Flea Market. At first all we saw was a bunch of junk, but then we came across rocking chairs with a fleur de lis carved on them. So pretty! We are going back next weekend after we get paid to buy them (Tony is getting them to carve a Dallas Cowboys logo on his chair LOL). Then we got home and moved Tony's couch out of the man-room and loaded it on Papa's truck (which Mama has right now) and took it to Mama's house. We got Jaeleigh a new dresser with crystal knobs and she loves it. We moved Keaton into the man-room and now all the kids are separated. No more fighting! Peace has entered my home. Ahhhhh... I spent the rest of the afternoon cleaning and scrubbing their rooms so right now everything is SPOTLESS. I know it won't last long, but I'm enjoying it while it does. :-)

After watching a very stressful Cowboys game, I am currently attempting to relax by watching Bridezillas and drinking ice tea. Goodnight Sunday....

Living vs. Dying

So I have an irrational fear of dying or perhaps it is not that irrational, but it's there. I feel like as soon as I stop trying to lose weight and get to a point where I am happy with my body, I'll get cancer and die. Then, I'll be like -- I did all this for nothing! I spent all this time and energy getting in shape, etc. just to die. --

So, how do I get over that? Yeah, I don't know either. But, it's like I keep waiting for it. Oh well, maybe this fear is many people have and it's just all apart of being human...

September 10, 2011

So, I had three coupons for Burger King. Bought @20 worth of food and paid $9. Yay for coupons! Tony and I have been having a lazy weekend. We did get three picture frames hung (Tony built the frames). He also finished redoing my side table and it looks absolutely fabulous! I love when my husband refinishes stuff!

So on Tuesday I went to the dermatologist to get refills on my face cream and as I was complaining about wrinkles on forehead and my doctor goes, "oh well, it's been a year since you had a chemical peel, so let's start that today." I was like, great. Ugh. Cause, ya know - it hurts. So she did my forehead and yeah, it hurt. That was on Tuesday and it just peeled last night. BUT - my forehead looks amazing except for that one place where I accidentally scratched myself and it started bleeding all over the place. I hope that doesn't leave a scar...SO for the next three Tuesdays I have to go get another section of my face done, but it'll be done before I start work. However, I have to go into work this Tuesday to fill out the new hire paperwork and do some kind of bulletin board, so my face will be looking pretty bad that day. I hope they don't notice too much.

I've also started writing my book. I haven't gotten very far, but I'm glad that I finally started it. It's going to be an autobiographical novel, which means it'll be based on my life (or certain situations in my life) but people's names will be changed, etc. I'm excited to see where it goes. :-)

I've been watching several shows about 9/11. It's really upsetting, but I think it is important not to forget what happened that day. So, I'm watching Flight 93 right now.

We are going to the Menge Ave Flea Market tomorrow so I better get off here and get to cleaning while I watch this.

Excited for Work

I am finally taking the plunge and going to work outside of the home! I start October 5th and I'm worried about missing the kids and Tony but I know it's for the best for our family and for my career. I'm so happy that I got this opportunity and I'm so proud that I'm going to stand up in front of people and teach. It's like one of my worst fears! But, I'm going to do it and I think I'll be good at it! I guess we will find out! I can't wait to get a really nice briefcase and act all grown...yay for being a grownup! :-)

August 24, 2011

Wow have we been busy. Papa came down Friday night and brought Luci her monkey painting from Debec's. It even has her name on it. And, of course Luci loves it. She runs around the house saying "monkey! monkey!" - it's too cute. LOL

I baked Papa a blueberry cobbler Friday night before I went to bed and then Saturday morning I got up early, picked up Wendy and headed to Brenda's funeral. It was hard. I miss her. We got to go out to the grave yard and I got to talk to Mr. Billy (her husband) for a minute before the crowd took over. He told me how much she loved me. I had to go home after that.

I picked up Tony at 5pm that night and I was so freaking happy. It hasn't been as hard getting used to having him back home as I thought it was going to be. We haven't had any fights or anything. Weird. I expected it to be hard but when I was in California we kinda went through that difficult phase where we got on each other's nerves and didn't know how to act. So, I guess when he got home, we didn't have to go through it again. Yay! LOLOL I was so happy to have to grass mowed for one thing. It turns out the battery was dead so I'm not as much of an idiot as I thought I was. Ha!

So far this week has been much better than last week. We have got some much done. The Servo people came in and dried out the water damage in the bedrooms, the insurance people came for the estimate, and the Laz-E-Boy guy came and fixed Tony's chair. Good stuff. LOL

Tony's first day of work was today and he thinks it's going to be ok over there. He got all the dates for the deployments, etc. and I have to start dealing with that soon. He leaves in five months or so.

Everyone is asleep right now. I'm watching the 5th Harry Potter and loving every minute of it. I guess that's about it for now. :-)

Worst Week of my Life

This week has been one of the worst weeks of my life. It really sucks considering last week was one of the best. It all started when I left California. I got back to New Orleans around midnight and my car won't start. It's dead. The security guard gets it running for me but meanwhile I was sweating to death because I had gotten used to the wonderful California weather...so then we finally get home. I wake up Tuesday to the news that Brenda has died. I've been devastated since. Then Wednesday I get in trouble with my job. I gave a student a zero and she through a fit and the university basically threw me under the bus and made me feel stupid. If I didn't need the money I would have told them to shove it but whatever (the story is much longer....too long to type all the stupid details).

Then Keaton gets written up at school for not listening and Jaeleigh keeps screaming and crying all the time when she does her homework. Just as I feel I may fall off the edge of this super-tall cliff, my air conditioner starts leaking and soaks Luci's carpet and walls. I had to call the insurance company and they contacted a water-cleanup company who came out this morning and ripped out the carpet. It's a mess. Then, Wendy and I drove to Brenda's funeral this morning. I got lost on our way to the church, so by the time we got there, the casket was closed. I am actually thankful for that, because I may have lost it. I did get pretty emotional when I saw Dr. Matt. I don't know why...I guess because the office crew was all back together, but Brenda was gone. It was hard. Very hard.

Then, finally, at 5pm Tony's flight landed. My man is back home after being gone five weeks. So, I hope next week is much better than this week was and this cliff that I feel like I'm standing on starts strinking...

Hollywood

Today was one of those days that you never forget. You talk about it when you are old and grey and sitting in your rocking chair.

Tony, Luci and I got up super early and headed to this outlet mall where they had designer clothes...I got my first pair of designer jeans - True Religion! I also got some stuff from Lucky. I'm one happy woman! From there, we went by Laguna Beach which was just so beautiful. I went on the beach and got some photos there. I even took some sand and a shell. HAHA

After that, we headed to Hollywood. We went down Hollywood Blvd and saw all the stars on the Walk of Fame and then we saw the celebrity hand/footprints at the Chinese Theatre. Very cool stuff. Once we were done there, we had the more fabulous lunch ever at The Ivy in Beverly Hills. Dream come true! Then I shopping at Kitson in Beverly Hills for awhile before we heaed to the Santa Monica Pier. That was so cool too because it was like a carnival on the pier. We watched the sunset there before heading back to San Diego, arriving at the hotel right before midnight.

It was definitely a day to remember.

I am NOT pregnant!

We had a great day today - well, after I had my little temper tantrum this morning. However, after that, we dropped the Jaeleigh and Keaton off with Peyton for the day and me, Mama and Luci headed to Mobile to do some antique shopping. We had a great day! We even had fun at lunch. We went to this cool cafe where they threw the rolls at us. It was so much fun! Once we got back into town, we stopped by Target and I got to do my couponing which always makes me feel better...ha. OH, and the most important news of the day --> It looks as though I got the job at Miller-Motte Technical College teaching all their Billing classes. I am shocked and beyond excited. My new boss, Karen, called me today and told me that I would start in October and I have four classes. That's like $5000 every 9 weeks! So, on Monday I get to call the doctor and schedule my tummy tuck! Yay! I am SO EXCITED especially since today another person asked me when the baby was due....

Luci is TWO!

My baby is TWO! I can't believe how quickly these past two years have flown by. Here she is right now, just sitting next to me with her pink and orange polka dot blanket and her nunu and she's adorable. I am so lucky to have three beautiful children. But, it's hard to think that my baby isn't much of a baby now. Kinda sad....

Yesterday I got the kids dressed and we went out to run some errands. I had to go pick up a script at Dr. Volters offices so I stopped by to see Brenda. Her room was full of her family which surprised me because they usually aren't all there at the same time and have never been there when I was there. Well, then I looked at Brenda and knew something was wrong. She didn't say anything to me but she did look at me. I walked over to her son and asked what was wrong. Turns out she had a massive stroke on Monday. i am devastated. I was just there last week when I brought her some cake and she was running around the room and happy and talking. Now she is laying in the bed and can't speak. I am already not good with the death process and I know she is one step closer. She helped me so much after Wayne left by hiring me and helping me through the divorce. I worked for her for years and we stayed friends after I left to have Luci. I know that death is something that I will have to deal with more as I get older, but this is the first time since my great-grand parents that I have had to deal with sickness with someone so close. It's hard.

July 26, 2011

Had a really great weekend. Savannah has been staying with me so I do not have to be alone. I do not like being here all alone all the time. So, it was fun because I got to cook and bake for her and she helped me get my stuff up on eBay. Tonight, Mama took her home, so I am here by myself. It's been ok so far because I needed to clean and get some stuff done that I just wouldn't do with anyone else here...I'd be too lazy. I had to get all the trash out for tomorrow, which I hate because that is totally Tony's job. UGH! Oh, well...now me and Luci are watching HGTV and I'm drinking hot cocoa. I'm missing Tony so much but we talk every nice on Face Time which is great...but I miss him.

July 20, 2011

June brought on my ten-year class reunion. I have been preparing for it for what feels like years. So, I had a great time. However, I was so nervous I hadn't been able to eat for like a week, so I had two drinks and was toasted. So toasted that Tony brought me home at 11pm. I woke up at like 3a.m. horrified and so upset, feeling like I ruined the night. But, i got over it and decided I was never going to drink hard liquor again...so far, I haven't! Go me! The reunion was really great though. That Friday evening we had a meet-and-greet at the high school and got to walk around to see all the changes. Saturday afternoon we had a picnic with all the kids. That was really fun too. It was so wonderful to see old friends. I hope to be able to keep up with a few and create new friendships in the memory of the old ones.

After that, we went on a trip to Panama City with Savannah and Justin (who have now broken up). But, the trip was still great. Since then, we have been just spending a lot of time together because Tony has been off work for a month (he is transferring).

So, I haven't been writing a lot lately because I have been living this crazy thing called life, however, Tony left three days ago for a class in California and I need an outlet. Savannah was with me up until today so that really helped, but now that I am alone, I feel like I may panic. I mean, I'm not panicking yet, but I feel like I am on the brink of it. I know everything is ok but I also know that in February he will be leaving for six months. So, I think this feeling is mixed with what's happening now and what will happen. Savannah has also been going through a lot and I've tried to be there for her. I went to papa's yesterday with her and then went to McComb and saw Mary and Alison. It was so nice to see them because it's been awhile. It's kinda nice being able to relax and not have to rush home because I always feel obligated to be home with Tony, however, being out helps keeps me busy so I don't think about Tony. But, now, I'm alone. It's the middle of the night and I hate being alone.

May 30, 2011

Life has been incredibly busy lately. Today we met Mandie and a group of friends in Denham Springs, LA to go Tiki Tubing. It was so much fun but seven hours on the river was a long time to be in the sun. My poor skin! I even had 100 SPF and reapplied it a hundred times. Oh well.

The kids are with Wayne and Veronica has gone home to Texas so it's just me, Tony and Luci. And Luci is a little tyrant. We took her to Pensacola Beach, FL on Saturday and she loved the water. It was so much fun!

Right now I am sunburned. I must sleep.

Target Shopping Trip

So, I've really gotten the hang of this couponing thing. Today, I went to Target with my coupons and my list and several hours later I walked out spending $100 and saving $117! Hell yeah, I saved $117 using coupons. I also have a Target REDcard which takes off 5 percent. That was like $6 off the top. Too cool! I also walked out with two coupon booklets from the pharmacy that have a ton of coupons in them and a free Recyclable bag since it was their free gift for Earth Day. So, it was definitely a successful shopping trip.

Fun times with Heather

Tony's sister, Heather, flew down from Philly yesterday to visit. Today we went and got pedicures and manicures. SO fun! Veronica is staying home from school to spend some time with her. I think they are going on the ferry tomorrow. I don't think me and Luci are going because Luci wouldn't be able to stay still long enough and I would burn to a crisp out in the sun all day. LOL But, I'm so glad she is here and I hope she has a good time with us and we aren't too boring for her! :-) Oh, Wendy and I joined Planet Fitness! I've gone twice this week already and I'm sore but not as sore as I expected to be. I'm going back tomorrow and I actually enjoy it. It's nice to be able to get away from all the kids and just be by myself. Hopefully I start seeing an improvement in my body soon.

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Just another Saturday...

This Saturday was interesting. I got up around 11 a.m. and Tony and I went out and did some errands. We went by the bridal store to pick up my straps for my dress (they forgot to include them) and I bought a new Circle E candle that is to DIE for! And then we headed to Lowe's and bought an Azalea bush for our front yard. We got the kind that will bloom three times a year - deep purple. After that we headed to Crossroads Mall where I got my hair did and my eyebrows waxed. Once we were done, we headed home.

Tonight we made popcorn on the stove (that was really cool) and then watched two movies with the kids. That was fun too. Now, I just got back from Mama's where I printed some new coupons (and ran into Ashton who was partying next door - how random!) and now everyone is asleep. Guess I should be heading to sleep soon!

April 1, 2011

I slept all day. And, when I mean all day, I mean all day. I got up to get Keaton off the bus and then I talked to Tony for awhile and then I got back in bed until 9pm. I just didn't feel great. Luci has had a fever so she has slept with me most of the day. So, now we are on the couch catching up on our Intervention. Great show to watch if you want to be depressed!

The Seabee Ball is tomorrow. I got my dress yesterday but we aren't going. Tony could not get tickets. But, I'm not too upset about it anymore because I have felt like crap for a week now. Plus, when I tried my dress on last night, it was already too big. I've lost 10 pounds since I bought it. That can get annoying sometimes. My brand new American Eagle jeans are falling off of me and that really pisses me off. I have two pairs of designer jeans to pick up at The Buckle and I am thinking about just canceling those because I keep losing weight. Speaking of weight, I have an appointment on Thursday with the plastic surgeon! I am excited. Basically, I will find out if I've lost enough weight for my tummy tuck and boob job. If not, I'll know how much more weight I have to lose.

Back to the ball, we are going to go to the Navy Ball which is in October. So, all is not lost. Tony promises to get tickets EARLY! October is not too far away so I'll get to wear my dress after all. I'll just have to get my dress fitted again. That's ok though.

ER visit and the karate kid

I woke up totally sick today. LIke, I couldn't get out of the bed. Poor Tony had to take care of all the kids and finish grouting the tile in the kitchen. HA....I finally got out of the bed at 3pm when Mama came to get me to take me to the ER. I've been here before of course. This is the third time in the last 20 months that I've gotten sick like this. The last two times were pneumonia so I have to be really careful now. I don't want to end up in the hospital again for a week. That was NOT fun. Once I got back to see the doctor, she said it wasn't pneumonia yet (thank goodness) and prescribed antibiotics and steroids. I am already feeling better with the exception of the breathing. It is still really hard for me to take a deep breath. But, right now I'm hooked up to Keaton's breathing machine and I think it is really helping.

BTW, is anyone else watching Dancing With The Stars? I love Kirstie - I am a die-hard fan, but does anyone else think the karate kid is kinda adorable?

Hello, my name is Psycho Mama

So, you know that sick thing Tony mentioned yesterday? Yeah, he was right. I woke up this morning with a fever, chills, body aches and uncontrollable coughing. It sucks! I couldn't roll out of bed until 1 pm when my mom came over and forced me into the shower. I did, however, feel more human after the shower. Then all the kids really started getting on my nerves and I just got fed up. I went all psycho mom on them and started yelling and even took their door off (they keep locking it and I keep saying if they do not stop I was taking it off the hinges). Well, I meant it today. So, now everyone - except Luci of course - is on their best behavior. HA!

What It's Like To Be 28

So, being 28 feels old. Old as dirt. My body aches all over. I went to Bed, Bath and Beyond earlier to buy this turquoise bath rug I saw in the ad (it's nice btw) and I was there for like five minutes and I had to leave because I was hurting so bad. I've been taking pain pills for two weeks because of my tooth so I thought I was having withdrawals. I was like, oh crap, I'm addicted to pain pills! But, when I got home and told Tony, he asked me what I was taking, and I showed him the bottle and it's only Motrin. HA HA. So, apparently, I'm getting sick and that's why I was hurting all over. Not because of some crazy addiction. LOL Only I would think that. He told me that I'm probably getting sick because of all the coughing I'm doing. I didn't even put two and two together. Duh.

So, I was overwhelmed with nice birthday comments people left on my Facebook page. I mean, I know I've been kinda depressed lately and I've definitely felt alone, but I really felt better reading sweet messages from my friends. So, I'm starting to feel better. I'm also quite proud that I made through my birthday and didn't eat one bite of cake. I didn't buy or make one so that helps. However, I do have a coupon for an ice cream cake so I don't think I can pass that up! Yummy!

Last day of being 27

So, this is the last day of being 27. How weird. It's been a pretty sucky week, but hopefully it gets better. I have been dealing with drama from someone I thought was my friend...turned out they weren't. But, that's ok. At least I know now so I do not waste any more of my time on them. It was pretty crazy to say the least so I am thankful to have that craziness gone. Now, I just concentrate on my family and my true friends. Thankfully last week was great because Mandie was here all week! I am so thankful for her! We have so much fun when she is here, however, she has to work for a living so I had to let her go back home. UGH!

My tooth still hurts and so I went into the dentist today. They took an x-ray and the doc said all is well. Thank goodness! I was so scared I would have to have a root canal. However, he said I have to wait until it's not irritated anymore before I can get the permanent crown. Ugh! So, if the temporary crown is what is irritating my tooth, then what do I do if it stays sore?

So, I got all my stuff tagged and dropped off at the sale. Hopefully I get enough money to go pay off my designer jeans I put on layaway at The Buckle when Mandie was here. They are so cute but damn I didn't know designer jeans cost more than $100 a piece! WOW But, at least they have rhinestones all over the butt. HAHAHA So, yeah that's pretty exciting. I'm hoping I get that maid I wanted for my birthday...I have a feeling I'll have to call and schedule it if it's going to happen. Oh yeah, Tony is getting me this painting I wanted for my birthday. It's on etsy. Here's the link ---> http://www.etsy.com/listing/55921565/original-modern-contemporary-abstract

The lady is gonna make it to match my living room colors. I'm so excited!!! yay! So, tomorrow, I will write and let you know what 28 feels like. ;-)

Hoarding...really?

So, I'm totally into the couponing thing. I have my book. I know my deals. I semi know what I'm doing. However, like most you use coupons and search out deals, you sorta have to buy stuff when it is on sale. So, that's what I've been doing. Now, my husband is aging I'm hoarding stuff because I'm buying stuff we don't necessarily need right now. I can't make him understand that we use this stuff and just because we aren't out of it yet, doesn't mean we won't be out of it soon and why wait until then to buy it when its on sale now? He still doesn't get it. Sigh.

Life has been pretty busy lately, but the main thing we have been doing is spring cleaning. Today we bought an antique cedar chest and moved the crib into Veronica's room. We put the cedar chest at the end of our bed and put all of our blankets in it along with my scarfs. Our room looks so much bigger! We are so excited! I am about to start on the Twice As Nice sale. I wasn't going to do it this year but I just have so many clothes that I might as well. I pulled a few pieces out to eBay though.

Last week I picked out my dress for the Seabee Ball. It's expensive and I haven't told Tony how much so I'm not going to post it. LOL But, let's just say every dime I make between now and April 1st is going to have to go toward the dress. :-)

Busy Week

This has been a super busy week. Between doctor's appointments and drama at the house with the kids, I have been stressed. And, my battery on my MAC has not been lasting as long as it should and since there is not Apple Store near, I have to send it in. They overnighted a box to me on Saturday...as in last Saturday. I haven't sent it in yet. I love my computer and the thought of being without it is overwhelming. However, I am headed to the farm today so on the way out of town, I will be mailing it out, along with some eBay stuff. Sigh.

I had an X-ray done yesterday on my leg. I got a call this morning from my doctor saying I have a bone bruise and a hairline fracture. When I told mama she threw a fit. I don't know why...it's my leg! LOL

Tomorrow I get to go out with the girls. I am SO EXCITED!

Nails and SuperBowl 2011

Yesterday was a fun day. Brad came by to help us move our new fridge inside. Its so nice to have two refrigerators, especially with four kids. The, we went over to Mama's house to unload some of her stuff from Brad's trailer. Then, Mama took me to get my nails done. That was great. I got the new Katy Perry line with the shatter polish. It's so cool - I have pink glitter underneath a black shatter polish. Love it. After that I went by the outlet mall to get Tony's V-day present. I think he'll like it. :-)

I had a pretty good day today too. I dropped some stuff off at the post office, picked up my super saver card at CVS and then went to visit Wendy. While I was there I got all my coupons cut and put into my binder. Yay me! I've also decided to start drinking coffee! So, I have all kinds of changes going on over here. LOL

I got home just in time to watch the most boring SuperBowl EVER! Nothing will ever compare to last year's...boo! I got some stuff that just sold on eBay tonight so I have it all packed up and ready to mail off as soon as they pay me. I'm loving this eBay stuff. I finally figured out the shipping crap. However, there were a couple packages I have to squeeze into a small box so I'm sure I'll get a negative rating from someone soon. But, you live and learn.

Valentine Bunco

What a day! I got up after five hours of sleep and did some chores around the house and also worked on my picture frames. Then I got dressed and Luci and I headed to drop off a ton of stuffed animals at Goodwill. Oh my goodness, children should not have that many stuffed animals! Once we were done there, we drove to Keesler because I had to get Jaeleigh's Strattera filled...she's been out a week and that poor child has gotten in trouble every single day of this week at school. While we were waiting, we walked over to the Exchange and stumbled upon a super sell in the toy section. I ended up with $100 worth of toys for $8! Amazing! Lahni suggested I Ebay some of them and I'm pondering the thought... :-)

Tonight, I picked up Lahni and we headed to Bunco and Penny's house. Her house is so adorable - I love it! We had a Valentine theme so after we got done playing Bunco we opened presents, sorta like Dirty Santa. Let's just say there was a lot of laughing.

Great times! :-)))

Long day with a screaming baby

So, Luci and I got up at 5 something this morning...and we've been up ever since. Our day started off with some laundry and some dvr shows. Luci kept screaming so I put her in her crib. Five seconds later I heard a boom and realized she had climbed out of her crib. I picked her up to see a huge bump on her head. At that point I knew we might as well get dressed and get out of the house or we would both be crying soon...so we headed to the post office to mail off 7 Ebay packages. As we were leaving she ran into the door. Now, there's a bruise on both sides of her face. Sigh....

After that we headed to Keesler to get some groceries and pick up some meeds. Two hours later we headed to Ocean Springs to get a second-opinion on my car and then I drove home to pick up Jaeleigh. We headed to the Navy base for her appointment, then headed home. Once I was home I was running around cooking, cleaning, washing clothes and painting my picture frames. Being a stay-at-home mom is a tough job...

And, now Luci is crying again! Lord have mercy!

So Luci had another allergic reaction tonight...

So, I pulled the horrible-mother card tonight when I made chocolate chip cookies and didn't look at the wrapper. Only after letting Luci eat them and then watching her break out in hives did it occur to us that the cookie dough had peanuts in it. Ugh. So, I gave her some allergy medication and so far, so good.

Tomorrow I am keeping Keaton home from school and taking him to the doctor because of his eczema. I don't know if any of you other mom's have kids with eczema, but it sucks. He already has a prescription lotion (which I use because its so great) but so far this winter, it has not helped. He scratches his arms and legs and it bleeds and leaves big boo boos all over his body. It's just not attractive and I imagine it is uncomfortable. Poor little man.

Does anyone else watch "Property Virgins?" I absolutely love this show. I can watch it all day and night....I have no idea why but I love it!

My lot of scrubs just sold on Ebay...woo hoo! Now, I have seven packages to mail tomorrow.

Wow, I'm all over the place tonight with my blogging....

Car crash in my driveway...

I had a pretty good day. I got up around noon (I was up until 3 a.m. with insomnia), I scrubbed the mailbox with copper cleaner (it's beginning to corrode) then went shopping for alittle while (no I didn't buy anything). But, tonight I decided to go over to Mama's house...so Luci and I jumped in the car and went backwards down the driveway. I totally forgot about Tony's car. I hit it in the passenger side. It's crushed in and so is my back bumper. So upsetting. I thought I was totally going to cry but Tony didn't get mad at all, so I calmed down. I already filed the claim with State Farm, so hopefully it will not take too long to get fixed. I am also hoping that I have to get a new paint job so I can get sparkle paint! Yay!!

New Project Ideas

So I totally need another job. I have all this stuff I want to buy. I went to Coach today and fell in love with this sparkly purse and there was all these clothes I wanted at American Eagle. I also need a dress for the Seabee Ball. I am thinking about looking at BCBG for a dress instead of getting such a "prom" looking dress. I don't know.

Tony has been working on his room all day. He finally got the closet done and the new shelves put up. Next he is painting all the trim blue. It should be interesting...LOL

We have been coming up with some new projects to do around the house. We threw around the idea of installing a fireplace but Tony decided against it. Then, he came up with having a bay window put in where the window is in the living room. That would open up the place and bring some light in. It's something to think about.

My tummy hurts...

Today did not turn out like I thought it would. I thought it would be full of fun and shopping with my little mini me, but that didn't happen. I got up and made it to Dr. Douglas' office for my sleep study results. Doc said that I do not have narcolepsy (yay) but I do have excessive sleepiness. So, I got some meds for the morning time that will help me get some more energy. I also have to go to bed by 10:30 at night so my body can get more REM sleep. I was going to start that routine today but after my appointment, my stomach started hurting. I went ahead over to the hospital to pick up some stuff from Brenda and eat lunch with Wendy. By noon, I was feeling so bad, I came straight home and got into the bed. I got up to get Keaton off the bus and then got back into the bed. I didn't wake up until 7pm! I guess I really didn't feel good. I actually don't feel good now, so I'm going back to sleep now.

Crabby Day

I had to go to the eye doctor today. Luci was all Ms. cute and everything and then suddenly she smelled like something had died. I really hate when that happens. Everyone around here is super cranky, including me. I am so tired, and apparently everyone else has their reasons for being crabby. My face still hurts. I am guessing that it is chapped from skiing because I woke up Sunday morning at the hotel and my entire face with dry and rough. It's terrible. I have gone through an entire tube of Aloette lotion. My cheeks are getting better but my chin and forehead are still pretty bad. Now I know why they make ski masks.

I should own Sonic stock.

I'm tired today. But, I did manage to gather enough energy up run to the bank to deposit my Ebates check that I received today. Super excited about that. Now I can go buy a new pair of American Eagle jeans. Yay! Oh, and I guess I'll go buy the kids a couple things at Children's Place. LOL

Luci was totally on a rampage today. She was moody and whiny and just bad. Don't you hate when you get up and your little one makes the rest of the day impossible? Well, I figured out how to cure Luci's bad attiude, well, other than shopping: SONIC! She loves a small Sprite. It totally brightens her day. I don't know why, but ever since I she got her Sonic drink she has been super happy. I wish I had a Sonic drink dispenser in my kitchen. We would all be happy campers. :-)

Adjustment Period

Today was definitely an adjustment. I had to get up and get Jaeleigh and Keaton on the bus then I crashed. I didn't wake up again until 1:30 p.m. That was about the time Tony was done watching the baby and wanted to take a nap. So, I finally got my lazy, sore butt up. After the kids got home from school, Tony, Luci and I dropped off an Ebay package at the post office and then hit up Sam's for some milk and wipes. It was funny because I told Tony we had to sell stuff on Ebay just to buy stuff for Luci. Spoiled chap. Then Tony and I treated ourselves to Chinese, which was so exciting!! We had been saving money for so long for vacation that we wouldn't eat out so I was dying for Chinese. So happy! :-)

So, once everyone went to bed tonight, I sat down to catch up on my shows on my dvr. There were three Mediums that I hadn't watched, including the Series Finale. It was so emotional. I won't write about it in case so of you haven't watched it yet, but let me warn you - you will cry! What an amazing show! I hate that it ended, but at least they gave it a proper ending.

The end of our vacation and the return to real life...

Day two of Gatlinburg was super fun but I was just extremely sore. I also have bruises all over me and can barely walk. I put my best game-face on and went back up the mountain with Tony. We first grabbed some skates and hit the ice. I was much better at ice skating this year than I was last year and this time I didn't even fall. I could tell Tony was sore too because we didn't stay but an hour or two before he said his back hurt. Then, we got on the scenic chair lift that takes you all the way to the very top of the mountain. This was huge for me because last year Tony refused to do it (he is terrified of heights). But, he smoked a couple cigarettes and then put his best game-face on and went with me up the mountain. We even got our picture taken at the very top. I need to scan that and put it online. Once we were up there, we were able to get off the lift and walk around. We took some more pictures and look at how pretty the mountains are. It was so beautiful! We headed back down the mountain and went to the hotel room to change. We ate dinner at the Hard Rock and then headed to our favorite place - Blaine's Grill and Bar. We stayed there until we had drank so much we couldn't tell time anymore and then walked back to the hotel and went to sleep. Needless to say, this morning was rough. I did not want to get up and when I did, my body is just so sore. I need a vacation from my vacation!

Gatllnburg was so amazing! I knew it would be! But, we had to come home. So, we packed up and headed home. I was so exhausted so I slept most of the way. Before I knew it, we were home. The kids were acting so crazy and the baby is so clingy and moody. I guess she is punishing us for leaving her. Ugh. I already miss the mountains.

Gatlinburg Day One

I almost forgot that I said I would write in my blog more often. I am currently in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It is by far one of my favorite places in the world...not that I have been many places in the world. But, if I had, I'm sure it would still be one of my favorites. :-) We got here yesterday after a ten-hour drive. It usually doesn't take that long but the bridge was out in Knoxville, and then we got lost, but we finally made it to our hotel around 11p.m. OMG our room is fabulous! It has a king-size bed, a balcony overlooking the creek, and a fireplace. I was going to talk Tony into booking the cheaper room - just because I hate to spend the extra money on upgrades - but the extra money is so worth it. I absolutely love the fireplace. Now, I want one in my house. Tony keeps looking at it to see if we could install one. ;-)

So, this morning we got up early, ate breakfast and headed next door to the Tram. Once we were up the mountain, I got my skis and Tony got a snowboard and up the ski lift we went. Bad idea. I probably should have tried the bunny slope first. I got off the ski lift and fell on my face. Then, I realized I couldn't even stand up! OMG I am on top of a mountain and the only way down is to ski! Fast forward two hours later and I am sitting half-way down the mountain. I got this far by sliding on my back. I finally just decided to take the skis off and walk down. I fell a couple times after that by stepping on ice. Once I fell right on my knee. Ouch. It is black. Not to mention the huge knot on my leg and all the bruises covering my body. It was rough. I felt like crying a couple times, but I didn't. I kept it in! Once I finally got back down the mountain I put my skis on and headed to the bunny slope to learn how to ski. Then, I had fun. :-) We headed back to the hotel, rested a while, got some pizza and how Tony is passed out. And, we are planning on ice skating tomorrow?!

I'm a SAHM too! :-)

So, I'm going to start writing every day in my blog because Lahni said that you can actually get paid if enough people read it. At this point, I don't think anyone reads it (anyone, anyone?) but maybe if I write more - and about interesting things - people will take notice. So, here's my version of my SAHM blog (love ya, Lahni!) - Is it just me, or are these people on My Strange Addiction total freaks? I'm all about people having their weird habits because Lord knows I have mine (dipping baked potato into ketchup is one of them, according to Tony) - but eating couch cushions....really? This chic has been eating them since she was 16 years old and she's 32 now! WTF?! WHY? Eat some chocolate or something...I have plenty, you can have some of mine. Geez. .

Lately, I have been so freaking tired. I think that may be because I haven't been eating much lately. I do not have think I am getting enough vitamins or something. I have decided to start taking my pre-natal vitamins because they do seem to help...so, I didnt get up and around to get to the store until this afternoon. Then Wendy came over so I visited with her for a while. So, I finally got to Wal-Mart around 5:30 p.m. I had to get food for Mama and the kids since we are leaving in the morning for Gatlinburg. After an hour of shopping, I got in line, the lady ahead of me had 101 coupons. I had one. My printer isn't working so that is all I had to work with but that's not the point. Not only did I have to wait for this lady to organize her coupons, etc., I had to wait for her to go to the car to get one she forgot! I mean seriously? I am holding an 18-month-old baby and you have to run to the car? Oh man, I was not happy. I am all about coupons, but I was not very happy at that particular moment.

January 1, 2011

So WoW - it's been so long since I have written and that is because it has been one hell of a holiday season. We had a fabulous Thanksgiving here with Tony cooking. Then, we decorated for Christmas and started all of our Christmas shopping. I could not stop shopping as usual and I shopped all the way until 11:30 p.m. on Christmas Eve. On Christmas Eve we headed to McComb and first stopped by Papa's to drop off the presents. I took pictures of Tony and the presents in storage container on top of the car. I called it "Santa and his sleigh". From there we headed to Mary's house to see little Ms. Gabby - who is getting so big - and then to Mandie's mom's house. Mandie gave the kids some great toys and she gave me a new Hobo wallet. I almost died! I was so shocked! She's the best, best friend ever. Seriously.

Then, we made it to Hope's house for Christmas. We had a really good time there. Christmas morning was great because we got up at 5:45 a.m. which is earlier than we have gotten up in years! I did take a nap with Luci soon after that! The kids have been at Wayne's since then and me and Tony have been at home cleaning and organizing the house. He is building a new closet in the man room so I can have the closet in the bedroom. Since I've lost 50 pounds, I have been buying all these new clothes and shoes and I need more room! He's such an awesome husband! Oh, and today I got a new Coach purse! So, I'm starting the new year off right!